The dilapidating treasure

I was born and brought up in Gujarat, India. I take pride in saying that. My parents belong to Assam, India, and they have given me (like every parent) the tradition and culture of the place they belong to. I take pride in saying that too. The culture of Gujarat has (obviously) had a much more profound effect on my behavior than the culture of Assam. The culture of Assam is rich and bountiful and yet I am thankful that I was born and brought up in Gujarat. My wife would actually kill me if she saw this so I better be very clear about what I am saying.

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It is that time of the year…!

It is that time of the year when I quit smoking, drinking and everything that i love quite dearly, even such a thing as eating non-vegetarian food. It is that time of the year when I give up on all my materialistic attachments and get a grip over life. Trying to clear the fog and make sure I am walking the right path. It is that time of the year… like Lent for Christians and Ramadan for Muslims… It is that time of the year when I test my spirit… let go off all bonds of temptations…

It is that time of then year, when, basically sudden lack of nicotine in my blood makes me post a blog post… such as this…

“Nicotine doesn't stick around your body for too long. It has a half-life of about 60 minutes, meaning that six hours after a cigarette, only about 0.031 mg of the 1 mg of nicotine you inhaled remains in your body.

How does your body get rid of nicotine? Here's the process:

• About 80 percent of nicotine is broken down to cotinine by enzymes in your liver.

• Nicotine is also metabolized in your lungs to cotinine and nicotine oxide.

• Cotinine and other metabolites are excreted in your urine. Cotinine has a 24-hour half-life, so you can test whether or not someone has been smoking in the past day or two by screening his or her urine for cotinine.

• The remaining nicotine is filtered from the blood by your kidneys and excreted in the urine.

Different people metabolize nicotine at different rates. Some people even have a genetic defect in the enzymes in their liver that break down nicotine, whereby the mutant enzyme is much less effective at metabolizing nicotine than the normal variant. If a person has this gene, their blood and brain nicotine levels stay higher for longer after smoking a cigarette. Normally, people keep smoking cigarettes throughout the day to maintain a steady level of nicotine in their bodies. Smokers with this gene usually end up smoking many fewer cigarettes, because they don't constantly need more nicotine.”

“As nicotine enters the body, it is distributed quickly through the bloodstream and can cross the blood-brain barrier. On average it takes about seven seconds for the substance to reach the brain when inhaled. The half life of nicotine in the body is around two hours.”

“Nicotine acts on the nicotinic acetylcholine receptors, specifically the ganglion type nicotinic receptor and one CNS nicotinic receptor. The former is present in the adrenal medulla and elsewhere, while the latter is present in the central nervous system (CNS). In small concentrations, nicotine increases the activity of these receptors. Nicotine also has effects on a variety of other neurotransmitters through less direct mechanisms.”

“Nicotine increases the level of other neurotransmitters and chemicals that modulate how your brain works. For example, your brain makes more endorphins in response to nicotine. Endorphins are small proteins that are often called the body's natural pain killer. It turns out that the chemical structure of endorphins is very similar to that of heavy-duty synthetic painkillers like morphine. Endorphins can lead to feelings of euphoria also. If you're familiar with the runner's high that kicks in during a rigorous race, you've experienced the "endorphin rush." This outpouring of chemicals gives you a mental edge to finish the race while temporarily masking the nagging pains you might otherwise feel.”

“When a cigarette is smoked, nicotine-rich blood passes from the lungs to the brain within seven seconds and immediately stimulates the release of many chemical messengers including acetylcholine, norepinephrine, epinephrine, vasopressin, arginine, dopamine, autocrine agents, and beta-endorphin. This release of neurotransmitters and hormones is responsible for most of nicotine's effects. Nicotine appears to enhance concentration and memory due to the increase of acetylcholine. It also appears to enhance alertness due to the increases of acetylcholine and norepinephrine. Arousal is increased by the increase of norepinephrine. Pain is reduced by the increases of acetylcholine and beta-endorphin. Anxiety is reduced by the increase of beta-endorphin. Nicotine also extends the duration of positive effects of dopamine and increases sensitivity in brain reward systems. Most cigarettes (in the smoke inhaled) contain 0.1 to 2.8 milligrams of nicotine.”

“Technically, nicotine is not significantly addictive, as nicotine administered alone does not produce significant reinforcing properties. However, only after coadministration with an MAOI, such as those found in tobacco, nicotine produces significant behavioral sensitization, a measure of addiction potential. This is similar in effect to amphetamine.”

“What happens when smokers abruptly stop using nicotine? While you're using nicotine-containing products, your body adapts the way it works to compensate for the effects of the nicotine. For example, neurons in your brain might increase or decrease the number of receptors or the amount of different neurotransmitters affected by the presence of nicotine. When you no longer have nicotine in your body, these physiological adaptations for nicotine remain. The net result is that your body can't function the same way in the absence of the drug as it did before, at least in the short term. People trying to quit nicotine experience this as:

• Irritability
• Anxiety
• Depression
• Craving for nicotine

Over a period of about a month, these symptoms and the physiological changes subside. But for many smokers, even a day without nicotine is excruciating. Every year, millions of people try to break the nicotine habit; only 10 percent of them succeed. Most people throw in the towel after less than a week of trying, because the way that nicotine rewires the reward system in the brain makes nicotine's pull irresistible.”

Understanding the mis(s) interpreted Ramayana

This Post is a response to the one my dear wife wrote about Ramayan after our discussions and debates over it. Hence I am also partially responsible for her outrage and had to write this to clear the cobwebs………….

Hmm… I see a lot of Anti male chauvinism and anger here… Point to be noted here. Isn’t fighting against male chauvinism called female chauvinism? Isn’t that sexual discrimination too? Well all I am saying is, if you want to do something, do it softly, mildly. The best way is to ask neutral questions without really getting so emotional about it.

Although the original post has come out only after discussing with me, still I am against it, because it portrays such strong emotions.

Ok let me, humbly try to dissect the original post and make an attempt to explain this. Later I will dissect the comments posted here too.

Let’s see.

Swayamwar Muckup: Firstly It was not King Janak’s clause. It was only a test of strength and determination. A convenient way to find the strongest and the most determined. But as we all know the final decision lies with the princess. There is a reason why they call it the swayamvar and not a pratiyogita. “Swayam” meaning self and “var” meaning husband. The princess chooses the husband herself. In our case the princess happened to be the avatar of Shri MahaLakshmi ji, who in all her divinity knew who Shri Ram really was. And as far as breaking the bow goes, the bow was too old and unstrunged for too long. Perhaps it couldn’t withstand the pressure of being strung.

Banwaas muckup: I am not a chauvinist. At least I feel I am not. But one must understand that a man has responsibilities besides his wife. He didn’t insist on Sita to come with him. In fact he requested her not to. Secondly going to the forest was his father’s order and the royal order too. He was bound by his responsibilities towards his father and the king. But one must also understand that at times it is difficult to understand the ways of God. “Leela” as we call it, it was a part of a master plan. Ram not only went to get his wife back, but destroyed a lot of demons and monsters on the way. Ram, Sita and Ravan were only the major players. The true purpose was to arrive at a balance of good and evil. Of course this could have been done in a much better manner. Sita didn’t have to get abducted. But again it could be a way to exemplify that even the Gods are at times bound to the happenings of fate, once they take human form.

Prove that you didn’t sleep with Ravan: Agni is not a negative thing. Although the way we know fire (in the modern world), it is supposed to have only one characteristic, to burn things. But Agni, as portrayed in our culture, has many forms with many qualities. There is an “Agnihotra” ritual that actually invokes the healing properties of fire. Even hunger is a form of Agni known as “Jatharagni”. We at times do not interpret things the way it was originally intended. We should also consider the Agni Pariksha a means to cleanse someone who has spent an entire year with demons and monsters.

Bali was a monkey. An animal, creating havoc over the forests, because of his uncontrollable rage against his brother. What do we do when a lion or a tiger starts killing men and cattle alike and destroying too many lives. We hunt it down. We don’t battle him man to man, because it is not a man we are fighting with. it is a monster. Rama was a Kshatriya. He was born to destroy evil. He didn’t even have to take human form to destroy evil he could have just moved his finger lying on the lap of Shesha naga in the ocean of milk and all evil would have destroyed. But he chose this manifestation and he played by the rules.

Exile Part II: it is not really just a washerman (not a fisherman) shouting. Rather it was the general respect of the populace that Sita was losing. Although it was a monarchial system of governance, Rama was very democratic. He bowed down in front of the general opinion of the populace and had to let Sita go. Now he could have walked away with her into the forest and he didn’t. There could have been a hundred reasons. He was the reign king of Ayodhya, the people could have objected, of letting him go to the forest. What one must understand is that this Mahakavya has been written twice by 2 very wise men. Valmiki and Tulsidas. I cannot believe that they would originally intend Rama to be selfish and a Chauvinist. Also this again was a part of the master plan. Lava and Kusha were destined to be born at the Ashram of Valmiki and get proper training from him.

Later Sita took solace with mother earth. Her purpose of her manifestation was complete. Immediately after Sita left, after crowning Lava and Kusha as princes, Rama also takes Samadhi and returns to his celestial form as Vishnu. Doesn’t appear that bad when you look at the larger picture does it?

About the Comments:

Swayamwar: This is not in any way a ceremony to disrespect women or consider them to be a commodity. This is a ceremony to give voice to the bride and let her choose her groom. I do not see how we can disrespect womanhood through swayamwar even if we intended to, real hard.

Ashwamedha Yagya: This yagya is not a representation of Violence and wars. If someone might have misunderstood the true intent of Ashwamedha, let me clear it out. When you run a large kingdom, there are always rebels who want their own territory. The reason could be anything starting from not wanting to pay taxes to having their own kingdom. Again there are neighboring kingdoms that want to snatch a part of yours. Greed has no bounds. Ashwamedha Yagya was a peaceful way of ensuring stability. A horse and a small platoon goes around. Whoever catches the horse has a battle with the reigning king. It is not a full-fledged war. Nobody gets killed and peace is ascertained.

Godhead: we did not elevate a normal human being to godhead. We created a perfect human being (fiction) to create an example. Every Avatar of Narayan creates an example. This one perhaps creates an example of sacrifice and responsibility. But we didn’t look at it like that, now did we?

How to treat women: do we not have enough examples of how to treat women in Sanatan Dharma? I think we are the only culture (or one of the very few) in the world who have goddesses with equal and sometimes more power than the Gods themselves.

Exploiting the Vanar community: forgive me but I had to laugh at this one. Are you saying that Rama had to exploit the Vanar community to wage a war against Ravana? I just think we should think what we are thinking before we even think about thinking it. That’s all I want to say :)

I might not have answered all the questions, but again the idea should be to ask questions and gather wisdom before we really start pointing fingers. Isn’t that conventional wisdom?

You are a Juggler...

You are a juggler... Say you have unlimited supply of balls to juggle with... But you decide how many balls to juggle with... But you can't pick up balls while you are juggling... So say there is a man standing near you who at random throws balls at you which you may or may not decide to catch, while you are juggling with whatever you already have.

Let's start with one ball. How long would one ball juggling keep you interested. So you catch another one thrown at you. Let's say you are pragmatic enough to not catch a third ball until you are proficient with the 2 balls you are already juggling. Now let's say the man decides when to throw a ball at you. He is the decision maker and not you. So he might not throw a ball at you for a long time even after you have become proficient with the no. of balls you are already juggling with.

Or he may throw a ball of a different size or color that you may or may not like. So every ball thrown at you is an opportunity. You may like it and you may not. But you hardly have a split second to decide.

Of course you may decide to throw away one of the balls you are juggling with if you don't like it too much. And of course some of the balls are high priority that you must juggle with eternally. And of course you can't catch too many balls at a time or you drop the high priority balls too.

There is a trade off here. You get exceedingly proficient with the existing no. of balls as time passes. There is always a learning curve if you take up a new ball so the juggling proficiency goes down by a magnitude or two (depending on the size and color of the ball) every time you take up a new ball.

Let's call these balls your responsibilities. Let's call the man that throws balls at you fate. Let's call juggling "LIFE". The high priority balls are family and profession. The lower priority balls are things that you are passionate about. And the rest of the balls are what keep the zing in your life.

Like marriage. Every time the marriage ball is thrown at you, you decide to catch or not to catch in a split second based on your existing proficiency with the balls you are already juggling with, and your priorities. This ball is crucial because Mr. Fate may not throw another one at you for a long long time. Boy ain't life complicated...?

I have probably caught too many balls at this time. I am having some serious troubles juggling with family, profession, investments, health, guitar, Boomer (My new pet, a 40 days old cream Labrador), music, gadgets. And I am looking at picking up a couple of more balls to juggle with like marriage, learning sanskrit as a language, Tango and Salsa Lessons.

Am I Superman or what...!!!

Om Namaha

In sanskrit there are root words for every word. like vriksh is the root word for tree. Now there are many forms if this root word like Vrikshaha or Vriksham or Vrikshe or Vrikshabham. But the root word remains the same. Every form denotes its grammatical meaning like its singularity / duality / plurality or its male of female or whether it is an object or a predicate. But it is the root word from which all of its grammatical forms are derived.

Perhaps Om is the root word of all words. "Om" is said to have been the first word that Shiva uttered after his creation by "Mahakal" or time. In Vedic Mythology, Time is considered to be the creator even of the creators and the destroyer even of the destroyers. So it is "Om" from which sprung up the entire universe and everything that manifests of can manifest. Even the possibilities of a manifestation sprung up from Om.

It is a little difficult to describe a sanskrit word because even though it is just a word it means a lot more than an English word. For example the word "Namaha" in Sanskrit, means:

1. Humility
2. Respect
3. Admiration
4. Wonder
5. Reverence
6. Simplicity
7. Prayer
8. Homage

Krishna and Rukmini

Neela wasn't convinced of the importance of Rukmini. She says, that Radha Rani was the prime consort of Krishna and Rukmini does not have the importance that she deserves. So to pacify her, this post.

The Principal Queen and closest wife of Krishna, Rukmini, was the Daughter of King Bhismaka of Kundil, Upper Assam. Bhismaka was a political ally of the King Jarasandha of Magadha. He had two children. Rukmi (the son) and Rukmini (the daughter). Rukmi wanted Rukmini to marry Shishupala, another ally of Jarasandha. Rukmi was against the marriage of Krishna and Rukmini because Krishna had slayed the Evil King Kamsa who was a friend of Rukmi.

Rukmini was in love with Krishna for his qualities, courage and divine presence. And Krishna also fell in love with Rukmini, for she was considered the most virtuous women of all times.

Balarama battled with Jarasandha while Krishna duelled with Rukmi. Krishna was inevitably victorious and so brought Rukmini to Dwarka and married her with great pomp and ceremony.

Rukmini is a representation of silent devotion. Her devotion to Krishna is expressed in the Tulabharam incident. Satyabhama in her pride once takes a vrata when she has to give away Krishna to Narada and then buy him back by giving away gold and jewellery of the weight of Krishna. After mobilizing all the money that she can when she is not able to do so, Narada advices her to gulp her ego and ask for help from Rukmini.

Rukmini removes all the wealth from the weighing scale and just puts one leaf of Tulsi with all her devotion. The leaf weighs much more than lord Krishna. This signifies how a single leaf of devotion can weigh more than the Krishna himself, who carries on his shoulders the weight of all the three lokas.

Rukmini was Lakshmi Incarnate. As Vishnu is Vishnu's Shakti, Rukmini is Krishna's strength and driving force. Though Krishna is matter, or existence itself, it means nothing without the moving force (Rukmini) that puts everything into action.

Krishna and Radha

Govinda-Mohini: The one who mystifies Govinda

Govinda-Nandini: The one who gives pleasure to Govinda

Govinda-Sarvasva: The one who is all in all for Govinda

Shiromani Sarva-Kanta: The crown jewel of all Krishna's Consorts

Radhika: Her worship of krishna consists of fulfilling his desires

Aradhana: The root name of Radharani, meaning one who excels in worshipping Krishna

Damodara rati: She who dresses up to please Krishna

Every aspect of Krishna's life is a lesson. his persona tells us about human life and how it should be. There is no incident in his life that is there for no reason. Then we wonder what the significance of Radha is. What is it that Radha and Krishna relationship tells us. As Neela asks me. Why do we celebrate a love that does not culminate in a marriage. Radha rani was separated from Krishna When Krishna left for Mathura. They never looked back at each other and led a life of Karma. Radha was married to Chandrasena and Krishna later married to Rukmini, Tulsi and Satyabhama (formerly known as Jambuvanti - the daughter of Jambuvant, the bear). But if you study the scriptures, there is a lot of importance given to the relationship between Krishna and Radha.

She is called the primeval internal potency of the Lord Krishna in Brihad Gautamiya Tantra, Padma purana and Vidagdha-madhava. The Bhaktivedanta calls her the source of all spiritual inspiration.

There could be a number of interpretations of the relationship, but what I like to believe is the beauty of being momentary. Like the dew drop on a leaf. While it lasts, it is the most beautiful thing that you can see. But it lasts only for a few moments. Then it falls off the leaf and never sees it again.

But imagine if it would have been eternal, would it be so beautiful? We celebrate the momentary beauty of the love between Krishna and Radha and sheer fact that it was not meant to last a moment longer. No questions asked, no justifications expected nor given.

It is made eternal by bringing an end to it when the time is right.

Vaimanika Shastra and Futuristic Technology 5000 years back...!

I have started learning Sanskrit. It is a training course run by Sanskrit Bharati in the Microsoft Campus itself. This training got started yesterday. The HoD of Hyderabad University, Sanskrit Section had come to inaugurate the session. She was talking about how and why sanskrit is necessary.

She talked about what kind of profound knowledge our Vedic Shastras have and how that knowledge can be used. 2000 years back, in one of our shastras, there was the decimal to binary conversion algorithm. And it was recursive in nature. she actually showed us the sutra that described the algorithm. She then broke it down to every word and explained how it converts decimal to binary. Most amusingly, this sutra was just 4 words. So this sutra explained the decimal to binary conversion algorithm in just 4 words.

She also mentioned that Panini had written the entire grammar in 8 chapters which is called the Ashtadhyaya. And in it he had used concepts like Abstraction and Inheritance. Common properties should be taken to the base and should apply by default if specific properties are not provided.

There are other shastras like the Vaimanika Shastra which is a text about aeronautics and discusses the construction of vimanas, or the chariots of the gods, mythical self moving aerial cars. It covers the following things:

1. The secret science constructing aircrafts which will not catch fire and indestructible by normal means
2. The secret of making aircrafts motionless
3. The secret of 100% stealth aircrafts
4. The secret of espionage using remote hearing
5. The secret of espoinage using remote viewing
6. The secret of radar technology for viewing remote enemy planes
7. The secret of making enemies un-concious
8. The secret of destroying enemy planes

The propulsion of the vimanas is used by a "mercury vortex engine" apparently a concept similar to electric propulsion. The evidence of the mercury vortex engine can be found in the "Samarangana Sutradhar" The 11th Century treatise on architecture.

The questions that come to our mind is that if we had such technology and such science, which is still science fiction to us with all our modern science in action, where did all this vanish? Now there are a no. of theories for which we have no particular evidence, and I will propose these theories in my upcoming posts. But According to Professor Uma, the problem that we are facing these days is that the Sanskrit Pundits that we have do not understand modern science and physics. And the modern day intellectuals do not understand Sanskrit.

Hence we should try to learn Sanskrit and study these shastras as much as possible. revive them. And who knows the world might see a completely new face of Science. Which is perhaps way ahead of what we have today.